Tuesday
A boring day.
Anyway, I am in a bad mood lately due to pressure. I may start scolding in the later part of the post.

I don't know what happen to me lately. I have been feeling very sensitive lately. ( this is what i think) Looking at the post, I was sad and felt like crying. Thinking of how much effort I have put in for the last few weeks, I felt that actually I am nobody to them. People thanked me for the effort. (very encouraging and heart- warming) When they thanked me, I actually feel that what i done is worth it.

Now, just a little change in detail has invited so many complaints. I am at a lost. There's a reason behind what I do. The venue. The timing. The date. Everything. To add on, if I can ask them means that I have the ability to complete other things. Some more, people start having all kinds of actions to show their dissatisfaction. Enough. Full-stop. I decide to quit this game. No more events for them. I promise myself I will never plan anymore.

Anyway people out there may think what's wrong with this girl. Just a change of things, is it so difficult? This is a group thing, you odd to listen to the comments of people. Don't always be so self-centred. The point is do you think i can listen to everybody's comment and do it accordingly? No way. Anyway I am tired. I don't want to say any further because people may think that i am being petty. But really, if you are in my shoes, you may think otherwise.